Boiled UP

First of all, thank you to God for getting me where i am today and thanks again for sending me help and enlightenment when i need it.

The first of my last exams is on tomorrow, and yes i can feel the heat(literally, its 32 degrees today ==, 34 tomorrow).

It was a rough day knowing what was ahead of me, a bit of last minute studying, uncertainty teasing me and worst of all discouragement.

After all these years of torment, I've learnt how to deal with these circumstances.
No emotional outlet can satisfy my bottled up anger and rage.
But I can always find peace within the Lord.

And so even though I thought I've been looked down on, humiliated and betrayed
I can now see it as panic, nervousness and maybe even concern.

I can end this post without doubt.

Gunna PWN the HSC!!

Jed

Back from STM@ Bathurst

Praise the Lord.
God only looks at our hearts.
coz He doesn't need our good looks and skills.
as long as we have the hearts for his great work, He uses us.
all strengths and gifts r God breathed.
If we are beasty chef, guitarist, speaker, but with no heart and burden to be His humble servant.. He dismisses us as we don't serve to glorify Him.

It feels like it was the holy spirit in me, that did all the food prep and cooking.. and the talking...

Day 01

English Paper...weird
could've done better

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Jed

Debut

its been a while since benny and i got to know each other. before we were just accquaintances who met occasionally at interchurch functions or sat night bball~

so yeh one day benny decided to start a blog for the both of us

thats been a while too haha

(shud be ashamed) >.>

not relli a frequent blogger, but i think starting now will do the trick~

anyhow~~~ its been a nice week

school commenced,
got accepted as a promoter at karmaloop

http://www.karmaloop.com/index.asp?rcode=JG40461

did i mention frnds get 20% discount off first purchase =P?

haha and now that engineering and english assessments are over, i can concentrate on my VA major and studying for trials!

-Jed

Still unemployed

depressing and frustrating Job Int experience.
條條人事資源佬話我一定唔識做﹐又話我唔叻...

d 大陸仔勁.... super fake resume... 假profile

吹得勁離譜

landed in australia as overseas student, first week already got a job!??! grad and straight away bought a Coffee Club Cafe Franchise!??!

乜都up得出 + 20歲﹐全套gucci 見工

屋企有$有後台就真係乜都up得出~!!!!

有個好癲ga
我O咗嘴
he said he bought a cafe franchise in syd and has bought the copyright and start trends in China major cities
條人事資源佬都滴汗...

Benny

Welcome to Graduation

back from melb.
pls go to fb for pics.
uni results realised this morning.
ha ha ha ha haaaaaaaaa
passed all.
outta here hehehehe...

vm's back.. gonna watch bruno with him tonite.
sick.

dad's struggling with $... wth? sif...
bon's annoying but i can und.
i m so black and white it's not funny. i almost have no greys in life.

i m told millions of times that i m evil.
nah... i m not. i just try to be just.
Some people think Christianity is unfair if our God lets the non believers and non followers go to hell, even if they've done good things in life... i'm like, so what? they done good things to the world? what good things? were those things good according to our Lord? or were they just good according to the world's good/evil judgement, that came from The Tree?

I recently thought the salvation and gospel can't be that hard to understand. So i was like.. sif ppl can't get it and see it. Oops i was wrong. Bonnie told me i m very blessed that i m granted wisdom by God to understand His plan. there! age and background don't matter. see.. i get taught by lil sten sometimes.

Unemployed

No post for a while,
because I left my camera with Ivan... and I wanted to get it back before I update this again.
However, I saw him in the weekend but forgot to ask him. So.. no new photos, yet.
Ok, here are the updates:

• At last, uni's over. Forever


• not confident with one exam, it's an elective. so if i fail i can still fill in the gaps by this winter. phew


• did something horrible. it was a revenge. i shouldn't have. in God's law, i was wrong. but this is it. Benny needs to grow out of it. forgiveness. i m still struggling to have more of it


• looking for jobs every day and nite. faith with patience is the key
  
• Sten's bday. sorry can't attend party. me and ivan got her a Donna Hay cookbook.


• this friday after Elijah fellowship, we'r gonna have 2nd practice on the song we performing on Saturday nite. sigh~ some person sings very loudly but fails to read the scores properly. i m not good with music even though God blessed me with a unique and stunning voice. but at least i can count the bars and follow the beat. sigh. guess i should pray for that person and step up to correct him with brotherly love.


• so fri sat sun 3 days of church..


• been spending alot of quality time with bonnie (and sometimes with her boyfy too) since exams over. her housemate/landlord is cool for me to sleep over very often. guess she wants me to explain more to her about Jesus and salvation. wooh~ God is using me yay. Oh she said i can only stay if I cook for her and bonnie. I'm like... I LOVE THAT IDEA!



• Ok... yes. FOOD. Loving it more than ever. i started looking at recipes straight after my final exam. gees. 90% of my time i think about food, i talk about food.. i research on cookery, i watch it on tv, i youtube it, i make it, i eat it. I m learning so much these days.


• But.. in terms of jobs... i m avoiding the kitchen scene. i m refusing it. i m worldly and greedy. i know. i too have dreams. cooking in commercial kitchens will confine me into a longhour box. would miss out of the corporate lader. But if God did create me to be a cook... then i probably have to do it. His will, not mine.


• Wedding.. one in July. Joey and Sharon. I m in the food team, excited.


• Sunday arvo, interview. For the Allen Webb disipleship training. Rev Webb and his wife are delightful.


• 11pm last weekend. me ivan james on mount wilson. the highest point on the blue mountains. star seeing. epic view. the whole milky way.


• by going back to hk now, for good, i could have a life style of a prince. wealth and power. bonnie doesn't want me to. srsly if i go back now, life would be too easy. big appartment. my own room, high tech. big corporate sharks offering. business plans offering. nah. Bonn has enlightened me. hk would cut my time with God. would cut my involvement and interaction with the church. that's crappy. out plan is to stay here and make parents retire to here. in aust. that's the only way to keep them goign to church and to know God.


• i am loving the bible. guys go read it. that really is all the wisdom that u'll ever need.

What is my career path gonna be? i dunno. kitchen again? sigh.
God has blessed me with cookery, singing, business mind... and more to find out later in life. looks like cooking has finally letting me to serve him. i cook for people and tell them about Him. nOice. singing - i must continue to sing to Him. my agro business mind is a natural. born with. grown up with. had always been in that environment and tasted my own success. by far, it's all negative in the benefits of the gospel. so bonnie was right. don't go back to hk or it's all gay.

cook cook cook... tmr is a brand new day. to cook.

b